Informe #6: Perquin, Julio, 2006

Es la época de las lluvias en Morazán. Las mañanas son, generalmente, cálidas y soleadas. Al mediodía, el cielo se torna amenazadoramente oscuro y antes de que uno tenga un momento de duda, una sorprendente descarga de agua parece estar rompiendo el universo en pedazos. Una de esas tormentas está azotando en este momento. El cielo es denso y morado y la fuerza de la lluvia alcanza el interior de la casa haciéndome sentir que está lloviendo tanto adentro como afuera.

Cada vez que esto sucede, es hermoso, intenso y sorprendente.

Comencé a escribir un informe pocos días después de mi llegada el 31 de Mayo, pero es muy difícil hacer una síntesis de cada día en Morazán, por que cada día parecieran muchos, múltiples días, múltiples desafíos, muchas demandas.

Hemos empezado el segundo año de la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin, con un desafío notable y una oportunidad histórica única: pintar un mural en la Iglesia de El Mozote.

Recuperación de la Memoria en El Mozote:

En el 25 aniversario de la masacre de El Mozote, estamos pintando un mural en el mismo lugar donde en Diciembre de 1981, más de 1,000 campesinos fueron masacrados. Además de estar pintando el mural, estamos recuperando el edificio original donde el Equipo Argentino de Antropologia Forense exhumó 143 víctimas de las cuales 136 fueron niños.

En las últimas semanas, me he encontrado en la inconcebible situación de estar parada en “El Convento”, en el mismo edificio que todavía muestra parte del piso original del ángulo Noreste donde en 1992, parada como hoy, veía desenterrar restos de niños masacrados. Esta vez , en ese espacio, estoy conversando sobre arte, sobre memoria, sobre el legado de la recuperación histórica y la esperanza.

Don Florentín, uno de los líderes de la comunidad me vio conmovida y silenciosa. Me preguntó con la frontalidad típica de la gente de Morazán:

“Que es lo que vé?”

“Veo un pasado terrible, Don Florentín y también los veo a todos ustedes, esta comunidad determinada a dar la bienvenida al arte en este mismo lugar donde ha habido tanto daño, tanto dolor. Es un hermoso regalo para nosotros el poder acompañar este proceso”

Don Florentín se quedó callado por unos minutos y dijo:
“Aqui, nos han matado la tierra. Nosotros les agradecemos a Ud y a los otros artistas por ayudarnos a que la tierra viva otra vez”.

Yo intento y, generalmente, logro ser lo suficientemente discreta como para esconder o enmascarar los sentimientos monumentales que me acompañan cada vez que trabajo en El Mozote. Simultáneamente, me inunda una pena inmensa por las memorias terribles de las exhumaciones y también me siento agradecida a las circunstancias y a la vida por esta oportunidad única de desarrollar este proyecto de arte que tanto significa para mí.

No tengo ninguna duda mientras estoy escribiendo estas palabras que este proyecto de arte es el más importante de todos los que he hecho. O, muy probablemente, que haré jamás.

Después de haber sido testigo de las exhumaciones de la masacre de El Mozote en 1992, sentí tangiblemente que todo en mi vida había cambiado. Mi arte, la medida del dolor, de la tristeza o de la felicidad. El Mozote se había transformado en el evento más importante, el más pivotal de mi vida. La exhumación y las ramificaciones de la investigación son sólo algunos de los aspectos de esa gran magnitud. El Mozote es una épica que acumula una enorme complejidad de la condición humana. Fue lo más cercano al infierno que he conocido o imaginado. Pero también hubo, afortunadamente, personas en esta épica que me rescataron de caer en un abismo, gente de inimaginable coraje que me trajeron de vuelta de las puertas de los infiernos.

El Mozote es un desmenuzar de lo “Humano” con toda su magnificencia, toda su tragedia, su inconcebible tristeza, su palpable evidencia de la capacidad humana de causar daño, violencia y desvastación y , por último, de infligir la muerte.

Habiendo conocido a los sobrevivientes de las masacres, también aprendí que hay gente capaz de no perder la dignidad aún estando abatida y vejada por inimaginables dolores del cuerpo y del alma.

Hoy, 25 años después de la masacre y 14 años después de la exhumación, vengo a toparme con otro aspecto de la épica: la recuperación de la memoria y la transformación comunitaria a través del arte.

Todo lo que he hecho en 30 años de ser artista, todo aquello en lo cual he basado mi creencia a partir de la capacidad transformadora del arte me ha inspirado y motivado a desarrollar e implementar programas de arte en comunidades . La más persistente de mis militancias y el aspecto más poético de mi propia obra de arte, todo eso! se reúne hoy y se acopla en una reafirmación profunda, mientras pintamos el mural de El Mozote.

Es un regalo de inimaginable proporción.

Un persistente sentimiento de gratitud me invade, nos invade a todos los que tenemos esta oportunidad única de ser parte de este proceso.

La pintura de un mural en El Mozote ha sido un proyecto del cual se ha hablado desde 1992. Nunca se pudo concretar por una serie de tensiones e “internas”, existentes en la vida de la comunidad que repoblaba El Mozote en los años 90’s. Disputas de tierra, pobreza, pugnas originadas en políticas locales son algunas de las razones por las cuales la comunidad nunca se puso de acuerdo sobre la creación de un mural.

No hace falta decir que, un mural creado bajo las circunstancias arriba descriptas nunca sería una “pintura bonita en la pared”. Se convertiría, irremediablemente, en un testimonio político, social y comunitario.

Arambala es una comunidad localizada a pocos kilómetros al Oeste de El Mozote donde dos mujeres maravillosas, la Hermana Anna Griffin, de Escocia y la voluntaria Joanna Hopper de Inglaterra han desplegado por años un trabajo notable de diplomacia y activismo entre la gente de El Mozote. Un suceso de este trabajo tenaz y amoroso que han hecho es haber logrado que la comunidad del El Mozote llegara a un acuerdo sobre la creación del mural 
Con la excusa, o la presión de calendarizarlo como respuesta al 25 aniversario de la masacre en Diciembre de este año.

Anna y Joanna también están creando un mural de mosaicos en colaboración con la comunidad de El Mozote en la pared Sur de la Iglesia . Un trabajo amoroso y de grandes proporciones. Anna y Joanna, junto a los líderes comunitarios, están creando un jardín en el espacio de recordación y reflexión de la zona anexa a la de El Convento.

La primera semana que llegué a Morazán, en una reunión con la mayoría de las agencias culturales del Norte de Morazán, Anna y Joanna me notificaron del proyecto pendiente de pintar el mural en El Mozote. Ellas querían que la Escuela de Arte de Perquin absorbiera el proyecto de pintarlo. Yo me quedé aturdida, pero al final, muy honrada y feliz. Era un tiempo próspero por que seis estudiantes del California College of the Arts (CCA) estaban por llegar como parte de un programa de tres semanas de “Verano en el Exterior” y este sería un proyecto ideal para involucrar a los estudiantes y desarrollarlo conjuntamente con ellos.

Los estudiantes de CCA llegaron el 11 de Junio. Ese mismo día fuimos a El Mozote para tener la primera reunión comunitaria. Nos presentamos como los artistas no que pintarían el mural sino como los artistas que interpretarían, facilitarían y ayudarían a plasmar las ideas de la comunidad. Los líderes locales expresaron sin titubeos cual era su visión:

•Querían el edificio de la vieja Iglesia, el pequeño edificio adyacente a la iglesia, conocido como El Convento y el campanario que existían antes de la masacre.
•Querían la inclusión del retrato de Israel Márquez, un hombre querido y respetado en la comunidad quien pereció con todo el resto de la gente en Diciembre de 1981.
•Querían el paisaje, las costumbres y las tradiciones de la gente de El Mozote y referencias de como vivía la comunidad antes de la masacre.
•Querían la representación de la juventud y la visión que los adultos tienen para los jóvenes siendo educación y seguridad dos de los aspectos principales.

Nosotros sugerimos que se debería tener una reunión con los jóvenes el próximo día. Cerca de 25 estudiantes de la escuela local llegaron para hablar con nosotros. Les preguntamos ¿Cuál era la visión que ellos tenían para su futuro? ¿Qué querían para ellos? Ellos respondieron que:

•Querían la imagen del caserío antes de la masacre.
•Querían imágenes de ellos estudiando. Hablaron del deseo y la importancia de tener , alguna vez, una escuela secundaria bilingüe en El Mozote para aprender inglés y estar preparado para ir a la universidad.
•Querían un parque que fuera seguro y bello para que los niños lo disfrutaran y en él jugaran.
•Querían apoyo para niñas y jóvenes embarazadas quienes, en este momento, carecen de cualquier asistencia de salud o apoyo neonatal.

Los estudiantes de CCA y yo estábamos muy impresionados escuchando y siendo testigos de la visión que los adultos tenían para los jóvenes y la que los jóvenes tenían para sí mismos y para los niños. Se nos ocurrió pensar que si estas mismas preguntas las hiciéramos en nuestros países, es decir en Argentina y los Estados Unidos, los adultos probablemente hubieran querido un mejor coche, una casa más grande, un viaje a algún lugar exótico. Preguntándole a los jóvenes que es lo que más quisieran, nos imaginamos que la respuesta hubiera sido, un auto nuevo, un nuevo sistema de audio, ropa, una computadora nueva.

En esta comunidad azotada por la pobreza donde se carece de la mayoría de los servicios más básicos y donde no se puede contar con nada, los adultos y los jóvenes están profundamente comprometidos con un futuro mejor y merecido que incluya educación, seguridad y salud.

Es importante clarificar que no hay agua corriente en El Mozote. Hay dos pozos comunitarios que responden con muchas limitaciones a las necesidades de agua de la comunidad. No hay centro de salud ni dispensario. Hay sólo una escuela primaria que recibe a todos los niños no sólo de El Mozote sino de Jocote Amarillo, de Cerro Pando, y de los caseríos vecinos. La pobreza es palpable. El Mozote de antes de la masacre es siempre recordado como una comunidad económicamente independiente donde la gente, mayormente campesinos y todos civiles, cultivaban y trabajaban el mescal, extrayendo de él una fibra llamada “henequén” de la cual hacían hilo, “pita”, hamacas, etc. La gente de la comunidad llevaba estas fabricaciones para vender o intercambiar, “trueque”, a muchos mercados y ferias vecinas, transformándose de esta manera en una comunidad de auto subsistencia.

En esta comunidad que alguna vez fue floreciente y en desarrollo, hoy sólo se ve el fantasma de la pobreza y la desolación.

Un aspecto de este encuentro con los jóvenes que merece ser destacado es que yo les pregunté cuantos de ellos tenían familiares en los Estados Unidos. En un grupo de 25 estudiantes, todos! tenían parientes en USA. A pesar de que ellos no se quieren imaginar marchándose a los Estados Unidos, todos hablan de cruzar la frontera como un hecho inevitable.

Esta es la tragedia y la bancarrota de la posguerra: Hoy, en El Salvador más de 450 personas parten diariamente del país resignadas a pasar hambre, a soportar malos tratos y a ser abusadas por la falta de legalidad, a ser tratados inhumanamente y violados en sus derechos más básicos mientras intentan cruzar la frontera. Se arrojan a esta locura de peligros por que en su propio país la pobreza y el hambre parecen ser hechos irrevocables.

Algo para tener en cuenta cuando se habla del “gran suceso” del TLC, Tratado de Libre Comercio/ Free Trade Agreement. No es “Tratado”, no es “Libre” y ciertamente es “Comercio” sólo para un grupo muy pequeño de gente: aquellos que nunca tendrán que cruzar las fronteras por el hambre.

Pintando el Mural

En el proceso comunitario de pintar un mural el primer paso siempre es seleccionar ideas y dibujos entre la comunidad. Ya que todos parecían tan resueltos sobre lo que querían, jóvenes, adultos y niños se abocaron a dibujar plantas locales, animales, la visión que ellos tenían para el parque, mientras que los adultos se convocaban para recordar juntos como era, en realidad , el edificio de la antigua iglesia y como este edificio estaba localizado con respecto al edificio de El Convento y del campanario.

Al día siguiente empezamos dibujar en una superficie de unos 16,5 m de largo x 4, 5 m de alto. Enorme!

Los estudiantes de CCA: Norma Navarro, Pam Hampton, Helena Parriot, Jenna Wittenberg, Chelsea Heicks, Daniel Panko y Amelia Beremen junto con las maravillosas artistas locales Claudia Verenice Flores Escolero y Rosa del Carmen Argueta y yo empezamos a transportar las ideas principales del mural en la pared Norte de la Iglesia de El Mozote.

•Una cascada que se convierte en río, un río que se convierte en montañas y una plantación de café.
•Arriba de una de las puertas laterales, un muchacho y una muchacha con una computadora “laptop” estudiando la historia de El Mozote.
•Don Nacho, un señor que nunca había hecho arte y que ha devenido una revelación local, pintó un “trapiche” que es un molino para presionar caña de azúcar.
•Una mujer y un niño hilando para crear “la pita” de mescal/ henequén
•Agricultura, paisaje y las montañas de Morazán.
•La vieja iglesia, el edificio de El Convento y el campanario, tal cual la gente lo recuerda de la época de antes de la masacre.
•El retrato de Don Israel Márquez, un hombre generoso y recordado que había donado tierras para construir la iglesia y la escuela y que fue masacrado con el resto de la comunidad en Diciembre de 1981.

Niños, adultos y jóvenes ayudaron a la creación de este mural que comenzaba a tomar forma y color.

Trabajamos intensamente por tres semanas! Cada día salíamos de Perquin a las 6:30 de la mañana, tomábamos el transporte local “ el pick up” y la Hermana Anna o Joanna, nos esperaban en el desvío de Arambala, y nos llevaban a El Mozote. Llegábamos a eso de las 7 de la mañana y trabajábamos hasta el mediodía o quizás un poco más tarde, siempre bajo un sol demoledor o hasta que las lluvias nos obligaban a correr.

Los estudiante de CCA iban a partir el Viernes 30 de Junio. El Jueves 29 de Junio a la media mañana vimos que llegaban un montón de niños a la Iglesia. Al principio pensé que uno de los profesores traía a una de sus clases. Pero! Había tantos niños! Parecía que la escuela entera estaba allí. Entraron a la iglesia bajo la guía de la Hermana Anna y Joanna.

Cuando nos llamaron para que entráramos, los niños estaban parados, sus caritas radiantes y sus vocecitas pequeñas nos cantaban en gratitud por el mural.

En la época de las exhumaciones, cuando ya habíamos exhumado muchos niños y cuando era evidente el tamaño de la crueldad de la masacre, tuve un sueño recurrente que me sumía en una compleja alianza de tristeza, de esperanza y de inconmensurable ternura: veía muchos niños paraditos en el mismo edificio de El Convento donde nosotros estábamos exhumando. Los veía cantando. Estaban paraditos y radiantes, tranquilos, en paz y cantando.

Catorce años después de la exhumación el sueño se transformaba en realidad. En el lugar donde la masacre había acaecido estaba ahora escuchando las vocecitas y viendo las caritas radiantes y las sonrisas de los chiquitos de El Mozote.

Lloré. Todos lloramos. No de tristeza. De perplejidad, de sorpresa, con gratitud por haber vivido hasta hoy para contemplar este nuevo nivel de complejidad agregado a los muchos niveles de desafíos que El Mozote siempre ha propuesto a todos los que transitamos en su vecindad.

El sueño se hacía realidad envolviéndome en una inconmensurable calidez, ternura y esperanza.

Esa tarde cuando finalmente salíamos de El Mozote, había casi oscurecido y estábamos rodeados de luciérnagas. Es extraño, por que no hay muchas luciérnagas en la zona. Parecería que sólo llegan a El Mozote.

La gente dice que son los espíritus de los muertos, que no quieren partir y que todavía viven en la comunidad.

Los estudiantes de CCA se fueron de Morazán con la promesa de volver.
Claudia Verenice, Rosa del Carmen y yo, junto con los niños, jóvenes y adultos de El Mozote seguimos trabajando por unas semanas más hasta que el proyecto esté totalmente terminado

Talleres creados por los estudiantes de CCA

Además de la obra monumental de pintar el mural, los estudiantes de CCa fueron maravillosos y organizaron y enseñaron capacitaciones y talleres en diversas técnicas durantes las tardes.

Pam Hampton: condujo una capacitación de animación( Programa “Blender”) a 18 muchachos y muchachas, en la mañana y en la tarde , de edades entre 10 y 14 años, en la Escuela Panamericana.

Norma Navarro: Enseño un taller de “encuadernación” y otro de xilografías y grabados.

Chelsea Heicks: Presentó un taller de textiles, “telar de cintura” y es importante mencionar que en este taller sólo hubo niños y muchachos! Fue delicioso ver como los muchachos aprendían a hacer arte textil!

Helena Parriot: en colaboración con Chelsea y Pam, trabajaron en un mural colaborativo sobre papel con 30 niños de edades entre 3 y 12 años. El mural está expuesto en la casa de la Cultura y es la gloria de ese espacio!

Janna Wittenberg: Siendo una estudiante de arquitectura, Janna focalizó su creatividad en la recuperación escultórica del edificio original de El Convento. Diseñó elementos forjados en hierro inspirados en la vida y la historia de la gente de Morazán. Estos hierros forjados serán ubicados como demarcación para identificar la superficie original del edificio donde se condujo la exhumación en 1992 y donde tantos niños fueron encontrados como las víctimas de la masacre.

Daniel Panko: enseñó clases de teoría de color y de pintura figurativa.

Amelia Berumen: quien se sumó al grupo en la última semana y quien ya había estado el año pasado fue una muy importante contribución al grupo y asistió en muchas capacidades durante los talleres y también en la pintura del mural, así como en el invaluable rol de ser intérprete, esfuerzo que compartió con Norma, Daniel y Pam.

Gracias estudiantes de CCA! Ustedes fueron realmente generosos con sus capacidades y su compromiso el cual es profundamente apreciado y agradecido por la gente de Perquin.

La Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin: Diciembre 2005-Mayo 2006.

Llegué a el Salvador en este segundo año de la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin el 31 de Mayo. Durante el primer semestre del año, Enero- Mayo, estuve en los Estados Unidos donde enseñé tres cursos en el California College of the Arts y también acepté una invitación para enseñar un curso en Mills College.

Para situarnos en tiempo y espacio, debe decirse que a pesar de la larga lista de proyectos que se realizaron el año pasado, incluyendo siete murales, clases de arte, capacitaciones, arte público e intervenciones, y sumando todo este esfuerzo a la incuestionable bienvenida que la comunidad de Perquin y del Norte de Morazán nos han dado, a pesar de todo eso, la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin no pudo asegurar un finaciamiento fuerte para 2006.

Estoy muy agradecida a dos agencias que nos apoyaron el año pasado y que continúan ayudándonos este año:

Comezamos el año 2006 con financiamiento de:

•The Potrero Nuevo Fund, Gracias!!!, Christine Pielenz and Bill Laven!!!!!! 
•The San Carlos Foundation, Gracias!!!!, Davida Coady and Tedd Jailer y amigos del San Carlos Foundation!!!!

No hemos conseguido financiamientos pero sí estamos rodeados de “ángeles” que trabajan constantemente para seguir pistas de financiamientos, y persiguen posibilidades y sugerencias.

Entre los ángeles muchos deben ser mencionados y reconocidos:

Michael Barger, Miguelito, a quien conocí sólo hace unos meses y quien se ha convertido en un devoto Embajador de “Walls of Hope” y nuestra querida escuela de arte.

Suzanne Palmer: es amiga de Miguelito y de Jeff y ella y su esposo han sido muy cordiales al abrir su casa para organizar un evento en apoyo a Walls of Hope.

Jeff Fohl a través de quien conocí a Miguelito. Jeff estuvo aquí en Perquin el año pasado y se conmovió mucho, lo cual generó que nos pusiera en contacto con posibles donantes.

Lucero Arellano y Ada Carrillo, son queridas amigas del California Arts Council y parte del grupo de apoyo de los amigos de Sacramento. Lucero y Ada organizaron un evento para recaudar fondos para comprar materiales de arte. Fue un gran suceso y muchos de las pinturas murales se compraron con este fondo.

Cat Bucher , a quien conocí en Perquin el año pasado y que enseña en Austin College en Texas, fue muy amable en asignar a una de sus estudiantes, Page Rutherford, para que escribiera una beca en nuestro nombre. La beca se otorgó y el dinero se uso para comprar materiales de arte. Además de esto, ellos fueron muy gentiles al transportar los materiales ya que llegaron a Perquin en Marzo, en su visita anual a El Salvador. Fueron realmente maravillosos y estamos profundamente agradecidos!

Joseph Curtin, un gran amigo de hace muchos años que fue muy generoso con una donación personal.

Tish and Milan Momirov (a quienes conocí a través de Miguelito) fueron enormemente generosos con una apoyo importante que nos llegó en los últimos meses.

Diana Campoamor, Hispanics in Philanthropy, después de no ver a Diana por varios años, nos hemos vuelto a re encontrar y ella no dudó en proveer una donación que nos ha sido crucial en los últimos meses.

Lynne Mauser Baines: siempre muy dedicada y generosa con ideas, posibilidades y conexiones para nuestra querida escuela.

Y “Angeles” que han donado fondos, materiales de arte e ideas a través de Intersection for the Arts.

Tatiana Reinoza y Justin Perkins son nuestros queridos “Techno Angeles”. Es gracias a ellos que tenemos nuestra página de web:
www.wallsofhope.org

Por esta limitación presupuestaria, en este segundo año de la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin no se pudo apoyar la presencia de Valeria Galliso , lo cual es una gran pérdida. Confiamos en que el año que viene la podamos reclutar nuevamente.

Gracias a un financiamiento de Doña Carmen Broz, el año pasado pudimos crear posiciones pagas dentro de la escuela para : Claudia Verenice Flores Escolero, Rosa del Carmen Argueta, Dina: America Argentina Vaquerano y Rigoberto Martinez.

No tengo palabras suficientes para decir lo maravillosos que son estos artistas jóvenes y locales! Estos jóvenes artistas que no han tenido entrenamiento en las artes hasta el año pasado y que nunca tuvieron tampoco entrenamiento ni experiencia en manejar el aspecto administrativo de una escuela, desplegaron sin embargo, un trabajo de conducción realmente fantástico! A su cargo quedó la escuela cuando yo regresé a los Estados Unidos desde Enero a Mayo de este año. A ellos les tocó confrontar los cambios de las políticas locales, el cambio de Alcaldía y la negociación de los espacios asignados. Más importante que todo esto, quizás, es que a ellos les ha tocado mantener la escuela con la “mística” que la ha fundado. Conformamos hoy un grupo fuerte de artistas abocados y comprometidos con la enseñanza del arte a la gente de Perquin y de la zona Norte de Morazán.

Estos cuatro artistas continúan siendo una parte muy importante e integral en la vida de la Escuela y yo estoy haciendo todo lo posible para asegurar financiamiento para que estas posiciones pagas se mantengan, pagándoles a cada uno de ellos un salario digno de $8 por hora.

Políticas Locales en Perquin

El 31 de Mayo fue un miércoles y ese mismo día al llegar a Perquin después de medio año pude comprobar muchos cambios: El 12 de Marzo, hubo un cambio de Alcaldía. La Alcaldesa que había estado hasta entonces, Doña Miriam Chicas había sido de gran apoyo a nuestro proyecto. En verdad, Doña Miriam fue una de las líderes locales que en 2001 pidió y gestionó la creación de la Escuela de Arte. El año pasado, la Señora Alcaldesa y la Alcaldía nos apoyo mucho a Valeria Galliso y a mí y tanto Valeria como yo siempre tuvimos la certeza de que, en gran parte, el suceso de muestro proyecto estaba cimentado en esta alianza entre las políticas locales y nuestra Escuela de Arte.

El año pasado la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin fue creada escrupulosamente sobre las bases del “no partidismo”. Es decir, haciendo énfasis en que todos y cada uno sería bienvenido a nuestras clases y proyectos sin hacer distinción ninguna entre gente de ideologías políticas o religiosas diferentes. Estamos orgullosos de evidenciar que gente de todas las estratas económicas y sociales , así como de diferentes religiones y partidos políticos, fueron y son parte de la Escuela.

Es ineludible, sin embargo, tener en cuenta que la escuela fue creada bajo el patrocinio de una Alcaldesa del FMLN, Farabundo Martí para la Liberación Nacional. ¿Qué pasaría ahora teniendo un alcalde del partido opositor de ARENA, Alianza Republicana Nacionalista?

Catorce años han pasado desde el fin de la guerra y las polaridades de ideologías siguen causando hostilidades y presiones relacionadas por cuestiones de poder, caracterizando aspectos ríspidos del proceso de la posguerra Salvadoreña.

Hay un precedente en esta comunidad en relación a las hostilidades despertadas por el cambio de autoridades. En 1992, yo pinté un mural en el frente de la Iglesia de Perquin. Todavía hoy , hay gente que viene de lejos para ver este mural. Lamentablemente, los visitantes que llegan después de 1996 no han podido ver el mural. En 1996 un Alcalde del FMLN fue reemplazado, a través de cuestionables procesos “democráticos” por un Alcalde de ARENA. Una de las primeras iniciativas del nuevo alcalde fue pintar encima del mural de la Iglesia, es decir, borrarlo completamente. No sólo eso! Sino que también mandó destruir los murales pintados por los niños de Perquin. Me desvastó escuchar lo que había sucedido con los murales que tan amorosamente habíamos pintado. Todavía me duele cuando lo recuerdo y cuando la gente me pregunta que ha pasado con el mural de la Iglesia.

La preocupación que yo tenía sobre el posible futuro de la escuela y de todos los murales creados el año pasado estaba bien fundamentada.

Otro desafío era la Casa de la Cultura, que es el espacio donde el año pasado habíamos usado para dar las clases, talleres y capacitaciones y que había quedado cerrado desde marzo de este año. La Casa de la Cultura es una agencia gubernamental que desde Abril del 2005 permanece acéfala. El año pasado pudimos establecer una cordial relación con el Director Interino, Señor Manuel Enrique Martinez, quien, muy amablemente, nos dio las llaves del establecimiento para su uso irrestricto lo cual facilitó que las clases y talleres se pudieran desarrollar en ese espacio.

El viernes 2 de Junio, tuve una reunión con el nuevo Alcalde de Perquin, Sr. José Rosa Argueta. Aunque fue un encuentro informal me pareció que estaba genuinamente interesado en la escuela. El Señor Argueta no es de Perquin, y eso puede determinar que no sepa, o no esté del todo al tanto de lo que la escuela de arte ha generado en esta comunidad y su inserción en la vida de la gente de Perquin.

La conversación fue cordial y emergí de ella más tranquila, imaginando que el futuro de los murales pintados el año pasado era menos acechante y que permanecerían intactos. Y en verdad, hasta ahora, están intactos.

El Lunes 5 de Junio, me contacté con el Señor José Francisco Vázquez, Director de las Casas de la Cultura de Morazán, quien sugirió un encuentro en Perquin, al cual también asistieron, el Señor Alcalde, José Rosa Argueta, Manuel Enrique Martinez, Claudia Verenice Flores Escolero, Rosa del Carmen Argueta, Rigo Martinez y yo .

En esa reunión se confirmó que:

•Las instituciones locales aprecian y apoyan a la Escuela de Arte
•La Casa de la Cultura, aún sin tener un director asignado sería abierta y estaría disponible para nuestro uso 
•Reconociendo las limitaciones de espacio que la escuela tiene, sugerían la expansión de las localidades que tenemos ahora, en una nueva área que la Casa de la Cultura se comprometía a refaccionar

El resultado de esta reunión superó nuestras expectativas. Al día siguiente, la Casa de la Cultura se abría para iniciar nuestros talleres de arte.

Cuando Valeria Galliso y yo partimos de Perquin en Diciembre del año pasado, sabíamos que este segundo año de la vida de la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin, traería muchos desafíos. Y, en verdad, los estamos confrontando, esperando que el obstáculo mayor que es el financiamiento, sea remediado de alguna manera para seguir imaginando una larga vida para nuestra querida y maravillosa Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin.

Mientrastanto, exactamente un mes y medio desde que yo llegué a Perquin, puedo dar testimonio de que el arte continua floreciendo en Perquin, que niños , jóvenes y adultos están “deviniendo” artistas en el Norte de Morazán, que el mural de El Mozote esta cada día más maravilloso y que cuando este proyecto se acabe, ya tenemos invitaciones para pintar murales en el Centro Juvenil de Quebracho, la escuela primaria de Hatos 1, en Jocoaitique, estamos pintando las escenografías para el Grupo de Danza de Morazán en el contexto del Festival de Invierno y comenzaremos un portafolio de grabados creado por los sobrevivientes de la masacre de El Mozote y caseríos aledaños.

En Julio, Penélope Price , directora de cine llegará a Perquin para dar unos talleres de video a los jóvenes del Norte de Morazán.

En Octubre, Inés Talón, artista textil, llegará a Perquin a desarrollar talleres de arte textil con las mujeres del Norte de Morazán

En Octubre, aunque aún no confirmada la fecha, Eric Ehn, Director de Teatro, llegará a Perquin con un grupo de estudiantes de guión de teatro y cine, de Cal Arts.

En Noviembre estudiantes de CCA que han estado el año pasado quieren volver a dar talleres de arte

El 9 de Diciembre será el día de la celebración del 25 Aniversario de la masacre de El Mozote.

Vá a ser un segundo año maravilloso en la vida de la Escuela de Arte y Taller Abierto de Perquin.

Gracias a todos por su amistad y apoyo.

Con amor y abrazos!

Claudia Bernardi
Perquin, Julio 14, 2006

Saturday, April 22 @ Luna’s Cafe in Sacramento

A Benefit for Claudia Bernardi &
the School of Art & Open Studio of
Perquín, Morazán, El Salvador

Event Date: Saturday, April 22, 2006
Event Time: 6:00-8:00pm
Address: Luna’s Café, 1414 16th St., Sacramento; 916/441-3931
Contact: Lucero Arellano, 916/803-0541 * 916/283-4622

Internationally-recognized visual artist, human rights worker, and member of the Argentine Forensic Anthropology Team (AFAT), Claudia Bernardi, will present a slide/lecture at Luna’s Café, Saturday April 22 from 6-8 p.m. as a benefit for the School of Arts and Open Studio of Perquín.

Bernardi’s association with Perquín is a direct result of her 1992 participation in the AFAT’s exhumation of the victims of the massacre of civilians in the community of El Mozote, in Morazán, El Salvador, where hundreds of peasants and their children were killed by the military in 1981. Upon completion of the exhumations, Bernardi was asked to paint a mural in a church in neighboring Perquín, involving many members of the community.

This experience greatly contributed to the healing process and rebuilding of a community all too familiar with the violence and devastation brought by war, and its economic consequences. Bernardi made subsequent trips to Perquín and neighboring towns, and was invited by Perquín’s Mayor in 2001 to create an art school for the community. It took more than three years, the auctioning off of her art work, a couple small grants, and the help and donations of many friends and supporters, before Bernardi could raise enough funds forsuch an undertaking.

The school is now in its second year, and Bernardi expects to return in May with sufficient funding to continue the project.

The School of Art and Open Studio of Perquín is a community-based collaborative arts project engaging all inhabitants (children, youth, adults, and seniors) of Perquín and nearby villages. Perquín is a communityof 4,000 people, where previous to March 2005; there had not been an arts school or arts education program. Students at the school are now involved in a variety of arts projects ranging
from collaborative mural painting to classes in drawing, painting, printmaking, wood sculpture, and art history.
All classes and materials are free.

The School of Art & Open Studio of Perquín needs your help to
continue. No monetary donation is too small and it is badly needed to help this worthy effort. We hope to significantly contribute to this year’s goal of $23,000. Please make your tax-deductible donation to Intersection for the Arts/Claudia Bernardi and support the continuation of this important community effort.

Your tax deductible donation to the Walls of Hope is made through our fiscal sponsor: Intersection for the Arts. It is a secure online donation by credit card. Thank you for supporting the Arts and Walls of Hope!

Report #5

Buenos Aires, Argentina.

Several weeks ago, I arrived to Argentina. I left Perquin on November 22 yet, the mountains of Morazan, the purple light, the sounds of wind and trees and the faces of beloved people are with me at all times while I walk around the streets of this magnificent city of Buenos Aires.

I took these few weeks to rest, to read, to visit friends, to see art in museums and galleries. It is not untrue to say that I have never worked so hard in my life as I did in Perquin. I needed the rest. Since March until November of 2005, each day would start at 5:30 am. populated by art production for more than 10 hours. Perhaps, even more than that, who knows? It is hard to calculate! Each evening, I went back to my house demolished by tiredness but filled with happiness and fulfillment.

In this last report of the year, taking distance geographically and emotionally, I will attempt to evaluate what happened in Perquin in this year of 2005.

How to start????

I would like to begin by saying that the community of Perquin in this first year of the creation of the School of Art and Open Studio has welcomed art and creativity, comfortably, as another aspect of their daily life and concerns. That, in itself, is quite remarkable considering the economic crisis that El Salvador is undergoing and the many needs that people have to create a sustainable life. One would think that in a community pressured by so many impediments art and art production would not be a priority. Art , however, settled in the community with no objections.

In recent reports I wrote about children and youth working in art projects, of men and women of all ages, economic backgrounds and political affiliations participating in communal art projects and of people coming from afar to be involved in art.

It sounds like a “happy town” and, in many ways, it is. Yet, the people who live today in Perquin are carriers and witnesses of unimaginable tragedies, losses and pains caused by the recent civil war (1980-1992). They walk about escorted by their personal histories as if they would be carrying a wing made of stone.

Perquin has been for me, above all, a re-affirmation, palpable demonstration of the role of art in the process to benefit a community. A task, of course, that was accomplished in partnerships. The Mayor, Miriam Rodriguez Chicas, the Mayor’s Office (despite the understandable economic limitations to produce funding for art when there were other priorities such as water, housing and development), the local NGOs such as CEBES and FECANM, and of course, the people of Perquin have been part of a choreography of a well structured dance, a good team, in which no-one, ever, distrusted art. On the contrary, art became the pivotal concern of the life of this community in the North of Morazán.

The School of Art and Open Studio became in this way, a participant of this symphony of efforts towards the accomplishment of a “common good”. There were alliances made and projects created in partnership with other art groups that had been in Morazan for long time. This is the case of Grupo Morazan. Born in 1984 in Colomoncagua, a refugee camp of Salvadoran exiles in Honduras, this group of musicians have been creating music, performing it and teaching music and singing classes for two decades in the North of Morazán; the Grupo de Danza del Norte de Morazán , a collective of local young dancers directed by a Salvadoran young dancer Noé Martinez and his Belgium dancer wife Ruth, they study, learn and perform folklore dances indigenous to this area; and the young musicians of the Grupo de Música Andina.

Artistically and pedagogically, the most remarkable aspect of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin has been that it never had pre- existent curricula. Rather, all projects developed, all art classes and workshops designed, were created in accordance to the communities’ desires, expectations, available spaces for murals, budget availability that could be met (or not) by the mayor’s office, proposals that would accompany other local efforts that would range from environmental concerns to local celebrations or the recovery of historic memory.

As an artist who has worked uninterruptedly for more than 20 years in the field of “community art” and human rights, I can easily state that I have never been in such a favorable situation before in which I felt at all times, that the effort I was making as an artist and as an educator was not a singular and tenacious task. In fact, I felt and dearly appreciated that all efforts I made, appeared to be part of a much larger and communal endeavor. Art was a segment, a link in a long chain of individual efforts that were all pointing out to the same common good.

What a relief that was! What a difference with what I had confronted in the US before coming to El Salvador.

The last five years in the US had been eroding my spirit. I have sensed and still feel wrongness. This palpable wrongness had its root in corruption and in the deficient leadership of the country in hands of un-empathetic, unacceptably simplistic people. Since 2001 until I left the US early this year, I experienced an overwhelming feeling of being in a place I do not belong to, a sentiment that had its kernel not only in a political belief or ideology but in a human, philosophical and ethical concern.

-What is the role of the artist in the birth of this new millennium?
-Where are artists supposed to perform their role as “makers/ creators” in a world that has succumbed to poverty under the failed cover of the success of globalization?
-Where are artists expected to contribute in “anything” if there are ever more distances between art and communities, between artists and partnerships, between artists and their conviction that art could transform and/ or benefit?

I certainly could not arrive to answers.

Over these past years I have transited a paradox: the more weakened and fragile I felt as an artist the more I needed to resort to the conviction that art was, indeed, a contribution, a fabulous and infrequently investigated tool of truth and reconstruction. That trust became a militancy inspired in artists, poets, writers, musicians, thinkers of all times and locations in the globe who worked under duress.

It is unavoidable to recognize that we live times of urgencies. Artists who create in times of great danger give me a sense of comforting familiarity, even if saddened by the awareness that we may be under siege.

I suppose by now most people would have already read the impeccably moving statement delivered by Harold Pinter in the occasion of receiving the Nobel Prize of Literature. If you have not, I am adding his speech as attachment of this document. It is, I think, mandatory to read it and to reflect upon his ideas.

So, yes we may be under siege.

What are the dangers we confront? The list is incalculably long, from nuclear power in the wrong hands to the efficiency of induced and unnecessary wars and poverty. Added to that all, I consider as “dangerous” the establishment of distrust as a rule amongst people, the ruling of a country that implanting violations of human rights as unlawful laws (all the while disguised as “homeland security and patriotism”) and the evidence of the un-practice of empathy.

These facts of course, are not uniquely held in the United States. But it is possible to say that all actions designed as US foreign policies manage to inevitably change, affect and, regretfully, determine the lives of people in all other countries under US influence.

That too, could be a definition of “globalization”, couldn’t it?

There has been much wrongness, brutality, ignorance, impunity and idiocy in the politics of the US in the last five years, including the repugnant theatre around the Clinton’s affair with the already and thankfully forgotten Monica Lewinski. The media was not short in reporting to the US citizens that it appeared to be irrefutable evidences of an illicit extra marital affair between the President and “intern/ secretary”. This misconduct, understandably reproachable, seemed to be regarded reason enough to demand Mr. Clinton’s impeachment.

Sex between two agreeing adults, evidently, is much dirtier and far more unacceptable than violence.

That must be the reason for which Mr. Bush has not yet been impeached and why he has not yet been demanded to step down from his role as the President of the United States. Today, there are undisputable evidences of the crimes he has ordered and has committed against civilian population. Under the current legislation that rules the International War Tribunal, these crimes apply as crimes against humanity. Genocide, that is.

As an artist, as an activist, as a professor, I have used the podium I occupy through my art and my role as educator to produce classes, debates, forums, art exhibitions and events that would induce the praxis of critical thinking. I, as many artists and activists, felt the urge to congregate, to exercise our rights as individuals and speak up against the illegal actions taken by the Bush administration that disrespected and had no regards to the recommendations given by the United Nation Security Council or to the overwhelming response of millions of people marching for Peace on a same day, all over the world, all languages, all religions, ages, colors, countries, demanding, tenderly, not to have an unnecessary war.

I learned in Argentina, during the military dictatorship the need and the risks of speaking up against violations of human rights perpetrated by illicit governments.

It was necessary to remain in disagreement and make the dissent public.

It is important to remain clear and to identify what it is that we object or we are against of. It is also, exhausting, to feel that we oppose a system so huge, so powerful that all efforts of dissent may be diluted. Impotence is a corrosive sentiment.

What happens in El Salvador today?

Tony Saca, current President of El Salvador is a pathetic shadow of the Bush administration. He is happy to state that since this year the TLC (Tratado de Libre Comercio/ Free Agreement Treaty) is being implemented in El Salvador, paying no attention to the fact that today the country’s only economic patrimony comes from the drainage of Salvadoran people to foreign lands, mostly to the US. The money that those economic exiles send back to their families sustains the country. Industry and agriculture have been destroyed, inner economy does not exist. The Salvadoran national currency is the US dollar. El Salvador has become a colony of the US and annexation ” a la Puerto Rico” may be, sadly, a matter of time.

How Tony Saca is capable to happily talk about the implementation of the TLC is inconceivable. Either, he is delusional or he has personal interests in multinationals that are reportedly running the country.

Let’s take one example to demonstrate his Presidential clarity to resolve problems: Torola, in the North of Morazan, not far from Perquin, is considered the poorest community in the country. A sad record of displaced people, demolished agriculture and little to none, options for young people to work except, of course, going illegally to the US.

Tony Saca, escorted by two helicopters filled with security, arrived in yet, a third helicopter, to the community of Torola early in November. I happened to be there to witness this. At the time, we were painting a mural with a group of young boys and girls, ages 12 to 20 who are part of the Dance Group.

President Saca’s unprecedented idea to eradicate poverty in the area was to distribute among each family a total of $15. Yes, that’s right: fifteen dollars to each indigent family. It was recommended that the money would be spend in medicines if needed, not having in consideration, of course, that there is no medical center in Torola. People who needed to go to a hospital would need to pay at least a total of $ 2,50 each way to get to San Francisco Gotera, the nearest location where there is a hospital. The money would go fast, one would think.

It is hard not to be offended by this obtuse theatre. Yet Scotia Bank was in Torola, giving $15 dollars, in 5 dollars bills, to each person standing in the longest line I ever saw in El Salvador. One cannot blame the people standing in the line, but certainly one could or should exercise critical thinking in trying to comprehend what was Tony Saca thinking? And even more needed: Why was he doing this?

If the country is under so much strain, why Perquin is different?

It is a question that I have been confronting since I arrived.

I have come to conclude that it is the impact of the war and the tragedy of the post war that makes the difference amongst people. I do not like, in fact I object, the rudimentary common place that states that people who suffer are more capable to be empathetic.

Yet, there must be some truth in it.

The majority of the people I have known in Morazán are carriers of losses, of painful images that they would like to forget and they know they can’t, they know they mustn’t.

In the house I rent lives a man called Quique. He is small-built and silent. He is an imprescindible kind of person who takes care of the house, grooms the garden, repairs all that may be mended.

Quique lost one of his sons, age 18, in the last months of the war, when the Peace Accords were already been signed.

Quique was a Brigadist during the 12 years of civil war and worked as a health provider within the FMLN. Quique can tell, in nights of confidences and only amongst people he trusts, that he was one of the few FMLN people who entered El Mozote few days after the massacre in December of 1981. Quique entered El Mozote to bury “pieces of people”.

Quique tells that there were halves of bodies all over, decomposing; it was impossible to make a count of them. Quique tells that he saw few children. The ones he saw were hanging from trees, with slit throats. There were others, chopped. Quique talks about the dead people of El Mozote as if he spoke of animals, using the same verbs to address cattle to be slaughtered. He is brutally descriptive and in this brutality there is a painful poetry hidden.

These days, Quique has become a textile artist. My dear friend, artist Ines Talon, who came to Perquin in May to teach textile art workshops was the one who taught Quique how to weave. Being such an industrious person, Quique expanded and tried out several other ways of creating a tapestry. He is always in constant search.

It is hard to believe that a man who nests such painful history is able to produce daily miracles of color and textures with his innate wisdom of how to combine the spectra.

This is only one person.
One chosen case to mention.
One way to identify the catastrophes of war imprinted in a person’s past, present and future.
I mention Quique because I had the privilege of knowing him well, his wife, Celedonia, and his family.
Virtually, everyone in Perquin today could produce a similar story to tell.

Juxtaposed to the tragic history that Perquin has, I would like to add a conclusive fact: People had a great time creating art! This means that the sadness of the past is not forgotten. It never will. To turn the page, to look away, is precarious. No one can. No one will. No one wants to do that. But, they all want to investigate options that art may provide.

Participants of our workshops appreciated having a place where to go and to be reassured that they could create something beautiful, something great. And because they trusted that, they were able to create remarkable pieces of art.

It seems to me that more frequent than not, artists are marooned within a pseudo plasma: a hereditary and dangerous conviction that, in order to create art, “good art” that is, artists must be alone, their art must be cryptic, understood and available to just a few, a handful perhaps.

In Perquin, a new model of art, artists and creativity may be in the making: one of partnership in the process of creation, one of anonymity in the final production, one of immense joy while creating in that partnership, one of independence towards the romantic role of the suffering artist.

We all were and are suffering human beings. Most of the people I shared art with are survivors of unspeakable tragedies, unbridgeable carnage and traumatic episodes of the scopes of massacres, prison and torture.

Now we are making art together and we laugh.

We are celebrating each and all art works created.

There are no critics or criticisms. There are no restrictions. Art classes are free for everyone, art materials are distributed for free among the participants. There are no grades, there are no evaluations. There is the gentle suggestion on how to use the new materials and leadership towards identifying where each of the artistic unique personal expressions could better find his/her realm.

I know how “to be against” a system that I oppose. I can do it well. But, what a relief! What a success it is to know that I no longer need to be “against” something/ someone but, instead, I can be and AM, IN FAVOR of something.

This is, probably, the most important aspect of this year of art in Perquin for me.

I sense a palpable recovery, even physically, a restoration of body and soul, for having had the chance to experience the infrequent gift of recognizing that I was giving the best of myself at all times. I needed not to be obstructed by a shield to protect myself against that which I deeply disapprove of, despise even, and instead all day long for over eight months I shared art with people, I joined in the partnership of creation and creativity. All our talents merged and in so doing we were creating something of undisputable value and beauty.

Over the years I have investigated aspects of art and agony, about the possibility (or not) that art may have to transform people, communities, societies and history. I have tried to understand the collective act of remembrance through art and about art and artists becoming catalysts of that process.

In Perquin, a small village located so close to El Mozote that one can go walking there to face the very place where thousands of civilians were murdered, we created art for eight months, and could be stated, indeed, that art CAN TRANSFORM !

Art has transformed the community of Perquin. It is a transformation guided by the practice of collective work, of decision taking processes that included a majority rather than a minority, where everyone was welcome to participate and most did, and where the appreciation of the final piece does not include the name of one maker, but the presence of the larger majority of participants.

What has happened / what does happen in Perquin is, simply, that everyone wants to do art, and everyone DOES art! Everyone has been able to.

This synthetic and truthful fact forces the investigation of “accessibility” that people may have (or not) to art. If art is detached from the life of a community, how to mend that?

In Perquin, art has been accessible to everyone: children, youth, adults, elderly. Art, frequently a lonely task, has become a different human experience by creating in partnership, with and because of others.

Not succumbing to romanticism about communities, I would like to share what a woman told me when she saw me painting part of a mural located in the main square of Perquin.

She said: “Di­game lo que ve. Ayudeme a recordar”/ “Tell me what you see. Help me remember”

Doña Rosa Chicas, survivor of the massacre of La Joya was trusting art for her own act of remembrance.

Added to the militancy of beauty and memory, it could be said that art, simply, makes people more secure, happier, more at ease, more able to relate positively with one another. The transit towards the praxis of art may be painful or in adjacency to tragedy but the performance of art as a communal act, will always be a starting point towards acceptance.

In a world of violence and danger, to share these moments of trust through art is a gift, a reaffirmation, and a fundamental reason to continue believing that giving the best of us is not an impossible or idiotic task.

In trying to summarize the first year of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin, it seems to me an impossible task in I do not write about each and all the participants who came to our workshops, everyone who took part in the many murals. I would need to give names, describe their art,talk about their particular stories. I may do that at one point when writing a book about Perquin!

For now, I would like to bring only two vignettes that are symbolic more than descriptive.

On Sunday, November 12, at 5:00 am, a group of thirty artists left Perquin going to see museums in San Salvador. For many of the participants of this tour, this was not only the first time that they were going to see art. It was also the first time they were traveling outside Morazan. In those very early hours of the morning, the darkness of night gave way to a breathtaking dawn where the mountains purpled our perception of the landscape. We were been transported in the minibus, a vehicle that belongs to the Children’s Center, Rogelio Ponceele. Although the vehicle is usually rented out, this time was given to us by free as a way to thank the School of Art for the work we had done in the Center. (Two murals and a series of workshops)

We called before hand and we were granted free passes to the The Museum of Modern Art, the Anthropology Museum and the Museum of the Cuscatlan Park. It is in this park, where we saw the newly placed mural created by Salvadoran artist Julio Reyes. It is a remarkable piece where the history of El Salvador is rendered in forms and shapes accompanying el Monumento a los Caidos/ The Monument to the Victims of War. This war memorial, inspired and created in likelihood to the Vietnam War Memorial by Maya Lin, is a long, dark and overwhelming presentation of the thousands of names who died during the 12 years of the armed conflict.

People in our group of artists going to the museums were able to look for their relatives and family members and caress their names sharply etched along the coldness of the granite.

After the ritual o respect and mourning, we visited the museums, we saw beautiful art, we talked about art and learned together, we laughed a lot. We returned to Perquin later in the afternoon telling jokes and having fun. A full range of emotions had taken place.

We were exhausted at the end of the day, mostly for being happy!

Happiness, that very elusive awareness of fulfillment!

And this is the second vignette:

While painting the mural at the Centro de Arte y Cultura, Escuela de Musica Paco Cutumay , we engaged the musicians of Grupo Morazan in the actual painting of the piece. It was rewarding to see how they were able to go from music to color! There were other times in which the musicians delighted us, the painters, with their music.

I remember now and at the time with full awareness, from up there, in the scaffold, while painting the mural and being serenaded by our friends, that that was a remarkable instant.

I had a crystal clear lucidity to identify that, this was happiness.

What an elusive and fulfilling instant. How seldom it is that one has the opportunity to recognize in the choreography or our lives these jewels of joy. Uncomplicated, selfless, unconditional segments of happiness.

What a privilege it has been not to be “against” anything, but “in favor” of something bigger than oneself.

In favor of art, community, partnership, trust, memory and beauty.

These reflections at the conclusion of the first year of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin are accompanied by a summary of the fulfilled and accomplished projects, a full spectrum of art and community partnership.

To all the participants of our art workshops, to all our guest artists, to the local institutions and, above all, to the community of Perquin who welcomed art open heartedly in this year of 2005, I want to express our gratitude, our appreciation and love and our commitment to return next year to continue the building of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin.

I want to thank the Potrero Nuevo Fund and the San Carlos Foundation for their support in making this vision of art in Morazán possible.

I want to acknowledge and thank dear friends and independent donors who contributed in many ways to the creation of this project. Many of them donated funds, art materials, equipment, books and, most importantly, ideas which have contributed to make this Art School and Open Studio of Perquin a reality of art in the community.

To every one! Thank You Very Much!!! MUCHAS GRACIAS!!!!!!

My most dear wishes to all of you for Happy Holidays !!!!! and a beautiful start of a New Year 2006, plenty of creativity, of new prospects of kindness and Peace.

With many hugs!

Claudia Bernardi

Buenos Aires, December 14, 2005.

Funding Request

Brief Introduction
This proposal is to request funding for the second year of operation, 2006, of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin, El Salvador. The School was created and initiated in March of 2005 with financial support from the Potrero Nuevo Fund, the San Carlos Foundation and the gains of an art sale and auction of the art work of Claudia Bernardi (Intersection for the Arts, May 15, 2004)

Perquin is a community of 4,000 people located in the North of Morazán, where Claudia Bernardi in partnership with Valeria Galliso have been artists in residence, educators, facilitators, organizers of art workshops and classes, directors of public projects, designers of art productions in Perquin and near by villages from the North of Morazán.

It is important to mention that previous to March of 2005 there has never been an art school, art agency or art education program in the community of Perquin. A previous art initiative was created and directed by Bernardi and Galliso in the year 2001 when we spent 4 months in Perquin painting and directing the production of community and collaborative murals.

The School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin is a community and collaborative art project that engages all inhabitants of Perquin. Children, youth, adults and the elderly are involved in a variety of art projects that expand from collaborative mural painting to public and urban art. In addition to that, the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin has been offering since early April art classes in painting, drawing, printmaking, wood sculpture, mural painting and the history of art to the whole community.
All classes are free of charge to the students and participants. All materials for the production of art are provided to the participants by the School of Art and Open Studio. There are no fees applied to the participants of the classes and/or collaborative art projects.

Being aware that “assistentialism/ asistencialismo” has been a damaging factor for the community through out the years of the war, we have requested that a nominal contribution would be made to the School of Art. For instance, we have asked the students to pay for the wooden frames of the canvases (1.50$ each) while the canvas, paints and brushes are provided to them for free. We have been trying, in this way, to create the consciousness that we need to continue building the school with the effort of everyone, respecting at the same time the cruel fact of poverty of this community. For the people who are unable to contribute with such a small amount (such as one dollar, fifty cents) we have requested that the participants would be engaged in some activity to help the School of Art. In this way we have a group of young people who are in charge of cleaning and maintenance, there are people who help us with transportation of materials to the sites, etc.

As of September 2005, we are in the sixth month of life of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin. We are proud and amazed of the impact of art in this community. In an adjacent document (Please, refer to “On Going Projects”) we have described the accomplished art projects as well as the projects that are still in production.

We can definitely state that art has taken a protagonic roll in this community and has become a pivotal aspect of the life and interest of Perquin. The art projects generated in this first six months of life of the School of Art and Open Studio have managed to reach concerns such as Health and the Environment, Historic Memory of the communities of the north of Morazán, Identity and Gender, Peace and Conflict resolution through art, Art and aesthetics, Community leadership and the Public Space.

The School of Art and Open Studio has accompanied the life and desires of the community, has applied and shared the techniques and crafts of art making to the building of projects that were generated by the need and vision of the community itself.

If we were to identify the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin in relationship to most other schools in the arts, we would like to underline the fact that we work with no pre-established curricula. This means that the School of Art of Perquin designs the art projects in partnership with the community. In this way, the School of Art moves through the social texture of the community as an open and flexible membrane that adapts and responds to the vision and expectations of the people of Perquin.

If one would examine the already accomplished projects and the ones still in the making, one could easily identify that art and art making has become a fluid conductor of social interaction and an eloquent provider of conflict resolution in a community filled with the pains of war, the hardship of the postwar and the catastrophe of the economic period of “dollarazation”. The US dollar was introduced and established as the Salvadoran currency since 2001.

In the words of a local leader of this community, Carmen Elena Hernández, from CEBES :
“Lo que el arte ha podido conseguir en Perquin, la politica nunca pudo”
“That which art has been able to obtain in Perquin, politics has never been able to aquire”

It is with this realization and confirmation that art really matters in Perquin, that everyone is welcome, able and involved in art and art production and that people from other parts of El Salvador are coming to Perquin to see how this community has changed through art, that we are willing and determined to continue this project next year 2006.

We feel that it would be a terrible loss to interrupt the effervescent presence of art in Perquin.

It is important to mention here that the Mayor of Perquin, Sra. Miriam Rodriguez Chicas, the Mayor’s Office, the local agencies and NGOs have supported our school in all ways they could. The help and support has come from “in kind” contribution since direct funding has been impossible to secure given the limitations of national budget provided to a rural area such as Perquin.

The Mayor’s office has provided a location where the School of Art has office functions. This is a small room where the art materials are kept and where Valeria and I meet students, create projects and conduct meetings regarding up coming events.

FECANM, Federación de Cooperativas Agropecuarias del Norte de Morazán, has been paying for the house where Valeria and I have been living since we arrive to Perquin in March. It is a comfortable and beautiful house, surrounded by pine trees and corn plantations in the entrance of Perquin, in the Colonia, Los Pinos. They also have absorbed expenses regarding maintenance of the house.

CEBES opened its space for classes and workshops. It is important to mention that it is very hard to find available spaces in Perquin. Thus, all sharing of spaces for classes and workshops is dearly appreciated.

LA CASA DE LA CULTURA, is a government agency that has its center in San Miguel, regional capital of Morazan. There has not been an allocated person in charge of the building of the Casa de la Cultura of Perquin since April of this year. Thus, the building was closed and unable to be used. Evaluating how difficult it would be to conduct art classes without the use of the Casa de la Cultura, we called and established a meeting with the Regional responsible of this agency. Mr. Manuel Enrique Martinez, very graciously, accepted coming to Perquin to discuss the possible use of the closed building. The result of that conversation is that we were given the keys of the building! (amazing!!!). Since April, the School of Art and Open Studio has been conducting the art classes for children, youth and adults in La Casa de la Cultura.

Other smaller local agencies and people from the community have contributed with food for events, with plants and flowers for decoration and with newly grown corn for Valeria and I to remain well fed and healthy.

In this period of “dollarazation” of El Salvador, we have been facing that life in Perquin is far more expensive that we have anticipated. Despite the fact that we have managed to administrate wisely our funds for this year, we have recognized that we could not afford being in Perquin with a salary of 5,000$ each which is what we allocated for ourselves in 2005.

The majority of the funds collected in 2004 and early 2005 have been used for the acquisition of the totality of art materials needed to start and built the School of Art, for equipment such as a digital camera and a small printing press, for the sending of the materials to El Salvador ( by boat) , and for the airfares to arrive to El Salvador from Argentina and the US.

Budget for 2006

The present budget is segmented into 3 parts:

  • Airfares
  • Art materials
  • Salaries

Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso will be departing El Salvador in December of this year and they will be returning early in 2006.

Airfare US/ El Salvador for Claudia Bernardi
$ 560
Airfare Argentina/ El Salvador for Valeria Galliso
$ 700

Subtotal
$ 1,260

Art Materials

In June of this year we received the visit and participation of 10 students from California College of the Arts. The young artists stayed in Perquin for over two months working as Artists in Residence. They were expected to conduct their own art in community projects and they brought the art materials needed to fulfill their projects. In addition to that, they were very generous leaving with the School of Art, art materials, tools and equipment.

The following description of budgeted materials is to replenish the materials used in already accomplished art projects.

Paper

200, Rives BFK Heavyweight, 22”x30”, @ $ 2,62 $ 524
200, Arches Cover, 250 gms 22”x30”, @ $ 2,87 $ 574

Subtotal $ 1,098

Paints

50 Winsor & Newton Designer’s Gouche, 14 ml tube, @ $9.00 $ 450
Assorted brushes for water colors, acrylics and tempera $ 300
Assorted acrylic paints all colors, en tubes and jars $ 500
15 boxes of 24 oil pastels @ $30 each $ 450
Subtotal $ 1,700

Printmaking Materials

25 1 lb. cans, Daniel Smith Water Soluble Relief Inks,
Assorted colors and transparent base @ $18,00 $ 450
10 Soft Rubber Rolls, Assorted lengths @ $ 12,00 $ 120
10 Woodcut Tools Sets @ $ 32,00 $ 320
Createx Ink for Monotypes
$ 300
Woods for Woodcuts $ 100

Subtotal
$ 1,740

Assorted materials

Erasers, scissors, glue, pencil sharpeners, permanent markers,
Rulers, binders, etc $ 200

Computer and Equipment

In 2005, the School of Art got the donation of a HP printer and Epson Scanner

H.P. Photo Smart Ink Jet Printer #5151
$ 150
Ink cartridge, B/N & Color $ 300
Printing paper
$ 50
Paper to print digital photos
$ 100
Use of TURBONET Internet system/ local Internetserver $ 588
in El Salvador @ 49$ monthly
Subtotal
$ 1,188

Subtotal of Materials and Equipment $ 7,186

Arts Educator Salaries

Salary for Claudia Bernardi as Artist in Residence, educator, facilitator, coordinator of workshops and classes and designer of methodologies and strategies of learning at the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin.

  • $ 8,000 annually, at $666 monthly

Annual Salary for Valeria Galliso collaborator, facilitator, adjunct Artist in Residence, coordinator of workshops and classes and co- creator of methodologies

  • $ 8,000 annually, at $666 monthly

Subtotal of Salaries
$ 16,000

TOTAL budget requested for 2006 = $ 23,186

Vision for the Future

The School of Art and Open Studio represents for the community of Perquin for Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso a proposal of solidarity through the arts, community partnership and the strategy of art to strengthen education and the practice of compassion.

In addition to this proposal based on the tenacity of hope the School of Art and Open Studio has the vision and commitment to create work possibilities for local young men and women. We have already discussed, although briefly, in this document that the post war period has been a catastrophe in the already very poor region of the north of Morazán. The eroded economy through the years of the war has been further diminished by the phenomena of young and not so young people departing in a constant exodus to the United States. People from El Salvador undertake huge risks of all sorts to cross the border to find themselves “illegal” in the US with the sole expectation to find some work. Any work. Work frequently hugely underpaid, but work at last. Since: “there is no work back home in El Salvador”.

Is that true? Sadly, it is very true. It would be very long and the reason for a complete separated analysis to discuss further this matter, but I would like to report a concise fact. The largest economic force of El Salvador is not generated in this country but in the US. The money sent by Salvadoran people “las remesas” to their families in El Salvador, constitutes today the biggest influx of economy to and within El Salvador.

There is no industry, no infrastructure of development and, sadly, no jobs. Especially, there are no jobs for young people. In fact, the young Salvadorans see with certain air of stoicism and acceptance that they “will have to cross the border” inevitably.

The School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin wanted from the very beginning to mend, even if in a very humble and limited way, this reality.

Recently, we have been able to commence our vision:

A wonderful and dear friend, Doña Carmen Bross, an 84 years old Salvadoran activist who lives in the US and who has been having a long time connection with the cooperatives of the north of Morazán came to visit us. I have had the pleasure to meet Doña Carmen early in January 2005. When she visited us and our School of Art in the month of June, she was gladly surprised by the community participation in art projects of all sorts and moved by seeing so much activity amongst its inhabitants.

Doña Carmen, very generously, offered to provide two scholarships for students of the school. However, when we told her that the School of Art is free of charge for the participants, we asked her to consider giving the School of Art funding to hire and pay salaries to artists/ assistants.

Doña Carmen was delighted with the idea and she gave us 5,000$ to create two paid positions within the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin.

We have hired four wonderful young artists as apprentices with the project of developing their art and leadership skills. Rosa del Carmen Argueta from the community of Arambala and Rigoberto Martinez, from El Ocotillo, America “Dina” Vaquerano and Claudia Verenice Flores are currently teaching and leading classes for children ages, 6 to 10 and another group of 10 to 14.

The Assistant Instructors are being paid $8 an hour which constitutes a huge salary!!! Most people in this region, especially “campesinos”, still would work for a plate of food daily and no payment.

We are happy and proud for having generated in this first six months of our School of Art in Perquin new job opportunities. We are deeply thankful and endlessly humbled by the generosity of Doña Carmen Bross. We are committed to continue developing more work possibilities through the arts for more young people of Perquin and the north of Morazán.

Epilogue

The School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin has managed to change the life of the people and the way the community sees art and art projects.

We are constantly thanked and acknowledged by everyone in Perquin which fills us with a sense of deep joy and commitment for the future.

We thank you very much for considering funding in part of in its totality the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin for the year 2006.

With kindest regards,

Claudia Bernardi

Contact Information:
Lead Artist and Educator: Claudia Bernardi
Contact by Email
Assistant Artist and Educator: Valeria Galliso

Fiscal Sponsor: Intersection for the Arts (501 c 3 Non Profit)
Address: 446 Valencia Street, San Francisco, CA 94103
Phone: (415) 626-2787
For more information, please contact:
Amanda, Administrative Manager
amanda@theintersection.org 415/626-2787

You may also download an informational brochure:

Annual Report 2005

Summary of fulfilled and finished projects in 2005

I. PUBLIC ART PROJECTS AND URBAN INTERVENTIONS:

The Park project:
This public art project located at the very heart of Perquin, “el parque”/ the park conveyed the re-building/ re-covering of the the main plaza, located directly in the heart of Perquin facing the Major’s office and the Church. The recuperation of the two existing murals of the park was followed by the ambitious project of urban planning.


The floor plan of the plaza is designed in quarter circles. In each quarter circle there is a garden with seating areas. These spaces are separated one from the other through low walls. It is on those low walls that we created the decorative patterns that changed the face of the park.

The project was carried on in collaboration and partnership with the community. The decorative patterns selected upon the walls defined triangular surfaces. Each person who painted one of those areas as a field with saturated color mixed with white.In this way, the triangular shapes travel, elegantly, around and across the park as a chain of changing colors.


In addition to that we added a new component: “mosaics” located on the steps of the circulation area and around the “kiosko. CCA students, artist friend Lynn Mauser Bain together with Valeria Galliso and Claudia Bernardi and the community of Perquin, designed, applied and created a mosaic decoration with discarded ceramic tails collected in Perquin and in near by locations.

Mural del Medioambiente/ Mural about the Environment
This project recovered and preserved a mural painted in 2001 by Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso in partnership with children and youth of Perquin. This year, many of the original artists assisted by many more, secured the images of this mural depicting the destruction of the environment as well as the powerful effect of communal work to preserve and recover the health of the environment.

Mural of the Central Park of Perquin:
Perquin Plaza ProjectIn 2001, Claudia Bernardi painted a mural in a central wall of the municipal park of Perquin. In this year of 2005, Claudia Bernardi recovered and painted the mural depicting vernacular life of Morazán, folklore traditions as the Dancers of Cacaopera, agriculture and hopes of the communities, including young men and women studying and getting university degrees.

Sculptural Garbage Containers
Environment ProjectSculptural Garbage Containers were created with recycled materials ( bamboo, etc). Initially, two finished prototypes were placed in two locations in Perquin to establish if they actually worked. Upon observation we realized that they did work! The prototypes were repeated and several sets of “Organic and Inorganic” garbage cans were placed at selected locations in Perquin.

The garbage containers were designed by CCA students Gardner Goetze and Christina Samuelson who visited Perquin in June/ July in partnership with Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso. The garbage containers were painted and created in partnership with children and youth of Perquin.

Medioambiente v Separacion de Desechos Sólidos
Environment and Garbage Awareness
Garbage in Perquin is a HUGE problem. There is garbage everywhere and there is also an apparent apathy, impunity, ignorance or bad habits related to the way people throw garbage everywhere.

This project was an effort in which the School of Art and Open Studio partook responsibility with a group of 24 students (ages 9 to 15) from the Middle School, Escuela Panamericana, the Health Unit and the Major’s Office.

The projects was divided in 4 steps:

1) Students carried on interviews amongst friends, families and the
community at large, trying to identify if the interviewees thought that Perquin had a “garbage problem”. If so, the students would ask to come up with a possible solution. Or, to provide a suggestion to resolve the garbage problem. They would interest the interviewed parties to come up with a phrase, slogan that would identify the sentiment, wish/ desire of the community in regards of this major health problem.

2) Students created an image and selected a slogan and, or phrase, to be used in a stencil project to be disseminated all over Perquin and near by communities.

3) Students created the stencils

4) On July 31, students, in partnership with the community, disseminated the created stencils all over Perquin, Casa Blanca, El Achiote, Comunidad 10 de Enero, Pueblo Viejo, Colonia Los Pinos and Arenales.

Mural at the Public Library: “Biblioteca Popular Camino de Brasas”
The final project was wonderful, inspiring and welcome by everyone!

In 2001, Valeria and I, in collaboration with children ages 3 to 7, painted a mural at the Centro Infantil Rogelio Ponceele. This year we were asked to paint a similar mural facing the existing one.

A beautiful mural was painted in June by the children of the Centro Infantil in partnership with CCA students Juliette Oken, Amelia Bureman, Janice Gramby and Samantha Sage together with Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso.

The final mural is a joy of color and the gift of the children’s paintings depicting the aspects of Perquin they love the most, including trees and butterflies, birthday parties and beloved people and animals.

On the walls of the Public Library of Centro Infantil, Valeria Galliso and Claudia Bernardi in partnership with CCA student Daniel Panko painted a mural with the image of Monseñor Romero and Rogelio Ponceele. The best part of that mural is to see the children finding their own resemblance and celebrating that they are with Monseñor Romero and Rogelio!

Mural at CEBES
One of the most successful projects completed until now is the mural painted at the house of CEBES. The subject matter of this 8×12 feet mural depicts a “Last Supper” scene. “La Ultima Cena de Morazán” . The guests to this last supper are:
Monseñor Romero, Monseñor Gerardi, Martin Luther King Jr., Hermana Silvia, Anastasio Aquino, Octavio Ortiz, and selected beloved people from Morazán who have lived and died for their ideals.


In this mural, collaboratively conceived and executed, many people took place in an active role as artists: CCA students: Daniel Panko, Christina Samuelson, Thia Jennings, Barbara Denier, Samantha Sage, Amelia Bureman, Benedict Flanigan, and Juliette Oken.


Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso in collaboration with participants of the School of Art have taken a strong role in the painting of the mural: Rigo Rodriguez, Rosa del Carmen Argueta, David Claros, Felix Gonzalez, Nora Claros and Aristides Argueta.

Mural del Deporte/ Sports Mural
Children and youth in Perquin are very fond and even passionate about football (soccer). They requested a mural about sports, mostly soccer and basketball, to be created and located at the soccer field of downtown Perquin.



This mural was designed, created and executed by Valeria Galliso in collaboration with the local children and youth, sport enthusiasts.

Mural at the Cultural Center and Music School Paco Cutumay, Community of Segundo Montes
Mia Vercruysse, Director of Grupo Morazán, and a dear friend, suggested that we would paint a mural in the building of the Cultural and Art Center and Music School Paco Cutumay in San Luis, community of Segundo Montes.


This enormous undertaking included a mural that surrounded the whole building. In the front of the building, the musicians had requested the presence of Ali Primera (Venezuela) and Victor Jara, (Chile).

Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso, in partnership with Claudia Verenice Flores Escolero and Rosa del Carmen Argueta together with the musicians of Grupo Morazán concluded the mural in early November, 2005.


The result is marvelous! An opening reception and inauguration took place on November 14, at 4 PM. It was a beautiful day of celebration in which the entire community of Segundo Montes came to make of the mural their personal patrimony.

Mural at the Youth Center of FECANM in Torola:
Ruth and Noé Martinez, Directors of Grupo de Danza and Música Andina de Perquin, suggested that a mural would be painted in a house that was going to be recovered by FECANM ( Agricultural Federation of the North of Morazán) in Torola.


The house had been a bakery for several years but it had been totally abandoned for the last five years. When we arrived to the building we recognized that the whole project would be a lot more demanding than expected.


Claudia Bernardi, Valeria Galliso, Claudia Verenice Flores Escolero, Rosa del Carmen Argueta, Noé and Ruth Martinez, in partnership with more than 25 youth from Torola embarked on a huge project of recovery of the building, painting and the creation of a new mural façade and an interior mural painted collaboratively by the young men and women of the Youth group.


It is almost impossible to parallel the photographs of the building when we first arrived and the documentation of the final and accomplished project! In this simple “before and after” verification we are reaffirmed of the power of art and its transforming quality.

An opening and celebration was held on November 4. Music, dance, art and friendship gathered to welcome the new Youth building in Torola.

Mural in the Institute of San Julián, Sonsonate:
In October of 2004, Claudia Bernardi was invited to attend and be a presenter at an international conference that took place at NYU where the topic of investigation and open forum was the Massacre of 1932 in Izalco, El Salvador, known as “La Matanza/ The Killing”.

It was in that conference that Claudia Bernardi met Doña Julia Ama, direct descendant of José Feliciano Ama, the indigenous leader that commanded the uprising of 1932. Doña Julia Ama, currently is the director of a school in Izalco, the very location where the massacre once took place. Ms. Ama is an activist and committed leader of her community and among the money aspects that she has recovered as educational strategies in her school is the teaching of Nahualtl the indigenous language spoken by the elders and totally lost after the massacre. Today, in this small school of Izalco , all children are bilingual, Spanish- Nahuatl.

It was in this school that Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso met Professor Alejandro from San Julian, Sonsonate. Professor Alejandro invited Claudia and Valeria to paint a mural with a group of young men and women at the regional school of San Julian.

The experience and the result of the mural are not only beautiful, but a success at many levels! The final piece is wonderful! a mural painted collaboratively by 17 young men and women, ages 15 to 21, who had never painted before but who were able to create together, paint together and come across a new world of inspiration through this process.

But, perhaps, even more important, it is the fact that they were able to recognize their own creative process. It is astonishing to see, even after so many decades and generations, the effect of the massacre of 1932 in the young people of today. They explained to us at the beginning of the process, that they were “unable” to be creative, that they were not accustomed to expect something different that what they had always known.

In this experience of collaborative mural painting, it seems as if a new seed was planted: The seed of hope towards seeing different options, beautiful possibilities of collaboration and art.

It was a hugely successful project because the participants loved it, because they were committed to carry on the painting of new murals and because they stated that they were proud of what they had done.

II. COLLABORATIVE and IN PARTNERSHIP ART PROJECTS

Colectivo de Mujeres/ Women’s Collective

Since 1985 a group of women, leaders of their communities, have created this Colectivo de Mujeres, where the women design and carry on a variety of projects. After Argentine artist Inés Talon came in May to conduct a series of workshops on textiles and weavings, the women have added textile art to their many activities.

They have created beautiful textiles and weavings created and sold at the Festival de Invierno during the first week of August.

CCA student, Thia Jennings, created a booklet in collaboration with the women of the collective that depicts the history, the vision and the intent of this group of women. The booklets contain linocut images created by the women themselves. The booklets were sold accompanying the textile pieces. In this way, whoever bought the textile or weaving piece had the chance to learn about the collective of women.

Printmaking projects created by the Women’s Collective:

With the concept and the experience of the textiles and weavings created in the textile workshop conducted by Argentine artists Inés Talón, five women of the Women’s Collective, Emérita, Vilma, Lola, Eufemia and Angelita, created a series of linoleum prints that were exhibited and , eventually, sold , in the context of the Festival de Invierno, Winter’s Festival.

Printed on BFK paper, the linoleum cuts are representative of the textiles created in May. Edition of five prints in each portfolio and two “Artist’s Proof”
Portfolios.

“Asi Vemos Perquin”/ The Children of Perquin See Perquin in This Way

CCA student, Barbara Denier, created a wonderful project in which digital cameras were lent to children and youth of Perquin. They went around town, exploring the beauty of the landscape and capturing everything they saw in images. The result is a fabulous photography book that tells us how the children and youth of Perquin see our community.

The created book was donated to the Library of the Centro Infantil.

The project was so successful that 9 images were selected to be reproduced in the format of sets of postcards.

Festival de Invierno/ Winter Festival

From August 1 to August 6, Perquin held the Winter Festival which attracts national and international public. Within this context, the School of Art and Open Studio created an Art Exhibition featuring the art created in the our classes and workshops.

The following areas were represented: Textile art, Paintings of Self Portraits, drawings of self-portraits, Still Life, Children Art, Photography and Printmaking.

It is important to remember that all the art works exhibited were created between April and July 2005 and one could easily say, none of the participants had done any art, previous to this year.

Their works are astonishing!!!! It is inspiring to work with so many talented people!!!!

Fiesta Patronal/ Patron of Our Community Celebration

The Patron of Perquin is the Virgin of Transit and her celebration takes place on August 15.

For this occasion we created a piece of ephemeral art: a chalk mural on the main street of Perquin where over 25 children participated. It was very beautiful and very well received. Unfortunately, the August rains washed away the images. We have to start thinking of another mural!!!

Memoria Historica/ Historic Memory

Since last year a group of 40 young men and women, ages 11 to 22, has been working under the sponsorship of CEBES to interview, collect and transmit the testimony and memories of the elderly of their communities such as Perquin, Jocoaitique, Villa El Rosario, San Fernando, Torola, La Seiba, Monseñor Romero, El Progreso and El Mozote.( after being rebuilt and re populated after the massacre of 1981)


These young men and women have been collecting moving and unique information about the history of their communities before, during and after the armed conflict.

The School of Art and Open Studio proposed that this written collection would be accompanied by images in the form of woodcuts as to create a print / suit portfolio of prints and text.

There was a first meeting held on July 2 in a beautiful setting: “El Bailadero del Diablo” / “The Devil’s Dance Floor”, where the participants were introduced to the technique of woodcuts and first sketches were created. A second meeting took place on August 13. The proofing of the woodcut plates was conducted. The results were astonishing! The prints needed very few changes. We started printing the final pieces on September 10 and the production of the suit of woodcuts was accomplished in October.

Being in the North of Morazán, where so many people have died during the war, where so many other have exiled themselves, there is a palpable need to locate, register and make sure that the treasures of memory are preserved in order to endure the linage of the people of these communities.

The participants of Memoria Histórica/ Historic Memory have been borrowing the testimonies of the elders to turn them into beautiful images created from woodblocks.

The results are dearly moving, astonishingly powerful and extremely beautiful. Printed on BFK Rives paper, the portfolios are in editions of 5 with two “Artist’s Proof” portfolios. The final accomplishment of this project is the creation and publication of a book containing the recovered testimonies and the woodcuts. The publisher of this short edition will be the University of Central America (UCA) . The woodcuts will be exhibited in the last exhibition of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin on November 17, 2005.

Holy Week Carpet, March 27-29
Claudia Bernardi in partnership with a group of young men and women designed and created a commemorative carpet using exclusively natural and indigenous materials such as seeds, sand, corn, flour, grass, Izote flowers, etc. This piece of ephemeral art was located on a central street of Perquin and it won the First Prize of this year’s Carpet Competition.

BANNERS:

*International Women’s Day Banner, March 8
In collaboration and in partnership with a group of young men and women, Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso designed and created a banner in commemoration of International Women’s Day, The text of the banner read: “Women have the rights to: Think, Feel, Do, Walk About, Give”

*Banner for the Community of “Las Raíces”, July 2005
Valeria Galliso in partnership with Thia Jennings designed and created a banner in commemoration of 162 people who died in the community of Las Raíces during the armed conflict in El Salvador, 1980-1992.

*Winter Festival Banners, August 1-6
Claudia Bernardi designed and created five banners that were used to identify areas for merchants and tourists during the Winter Festival, August 1 –6.

*Independence Day Banner, September 2005
Claudia Bernardi and Valeria Galliso designed and created two banners in commemoration of two women who were pivotal characters in the independence wars of El Salvador during the XIX century.

III. ART WORKSHOPS and GUEST ARTISTS

TALLERES de ARTE: Capacitaciones de Arte/ Art workshops

Workshops for Adults: On Tuesday and Thursday nights we have between 35 to 45 people in the art workshops held at the Casa de la Cultura. We have been having these weekly art workshops since late March and they have been very well attended and a great success in terms of the art works created.

We have been transiting, color, theory of color and composition, Still Life and, most recently, we have been focusing on portraits. CCA student Christina Samuelson taught the participants how to prepare their own canvases! This has been a very successful and most cherished project because the participants are seeing their own artwork becoming ever more professional.

Children’s Workshops: On Wednesday afternoons and Friday mornings we have been offering art workshops to children, ages 6 to 14. There are two different groups divided according to age, 6 to 10 and 11 to 14. We have an open agenda to teach painting, drawing, mask making, puppets, wood sculpture sketching for murals, etc.

We had up to 72 children in a single workshop!!!!!!! They even come in the middle of the heavy rains, walking from near by villages and always smiling.
In early August when the Festival de Invierno was over and we started a new “capacitación” we introduced printmaking. The participants have been creating monotypes and learning the basic steps of printing.

Textile and Weaving Workshop:
Argentine textile artist, Inés Talón came in May to designe and teach a class on textiles and weavings.
Twenty-five women of the North of Morazán, came to take this workshop creating in three weeks pieces of extreme maturity, beauty and complexity. The twenty-five women who took this workshop, did so, with the commitment of learning in order to teach the new techniques in their communities. Since June until now (and it will continue in the future) classes on weaving and textiles have been created in the communities of: San Fernando, Villa del Rosario, Agua Sarca, Torola, Monseñor Romero, Joateca, Jocoaitique, Arambala, Arenales, Los Pinos, Casa Blanca, Chauitón and Perquin.

Video Workshop
Video artist and filmmaker Penelope Price came in July to create and direct a video workshop with eight local women of Perquin. The workshop introduced the participants to the techniques of creating a film, producing a script, directing the production and ultimately editing the piece.
The result is a selection of “one minute” films called “Poemas de Morazán. Morazán Poems”. The beautiful and accomplished pieces were shown in a public screening on July 30.

Caricature Workshop
In August Salvadoran artist living in the US, Josué Rojas, came to Perquin to create and direct workshops with children and adults introducing them to the skills and fun of caricature portrait.
The participants of the workshops still talk about how much they laughed!

Printmaking Workshop
In August, Salvadoran artist living in the US, Carlos Cartagena, came to visit us in Perquin and he created and conducted a printmaking workshop introducing the participants to the technique of monotype.

Art History Workshop
In September, Salvadoran Art Historian Tatiana Reinoza, who currently resides in Austin Texas, came to create and develop a series of Art History workshops focusing on Salvadoran and Latin American art.

Video and Photo Documentation
Photo documentarist and video artist Jeff Fohl, visited us in September. During his week long visit Jeff was able to capture a large series of beautiful photographs of Perquin, of the art workshops and art activities. Jeff departed with the project of writing an article that will describe the mandate and activities of the School of Art and Open Studio of Perquin.

IV. SPECIAL THANKS

To all the participants of our art workshops, to all our guest artists, to the local institutions and, above all, to the community of Perquin who welcomed us open heartedly in this year of 2005, we want to express our gratitude, our appreciation and love and our commitment to return next year to continue the building of the Art School and Open Studio of Perquin.

We want to thank the Potrero Nuevo Fund and the San Carlos Foundation for their support in making this vision of art in Morazán possible.

We want to acknowledge and thank dear friends and independent donors who contributed in many ways to the creation of this project. Many of them donated funds, art materials, equipment, books, and , most importantly, ideas! That have given Valeria and I the strength and inspiration to make this Art School and Open Studio of Perquin a reality of art in the community.

To every one! Thank You Very Much!!! MUCHAS GRACIAS!!!!!!

Claudia Bernardi
Perquin , November 12, 2005.

Report #4

August, September and the beginning of October in Perquin

From my traveling journal:

August 26, 05
La Antigua, Guatemala.

Finally, I arrived to La Antigua, in this quiet, tranquil month of August, in this peaceful Friday hoping for a time to rest, to reflect, to stop the craziness of so much activity, running from here to there, to calm the intensities that have been occurring since I arrived to El Salvador in March of this 2005.

It is unusual to depart from a country with the purpose to reflect in another one. El Salvador has demanded from me total dedication. This period of activities, joyful realities around and because of art, has disengaged me, at least temporarily, from the reflexive Claudia, the “subtle” artist as some critiques may have described me when they talk about the artist who can observe and register the interstitial spaces of being.

In this reality hammered by wars still lived in El Salvador today, we, the people who are part of this passionate and unforgiving “vortex”, surf an immense wave that takes us far from the place where we are coming from.

To me, this has been always the case every time I came to El Salvador, whether to exhume or to work in art.

With the pretext of renewing my visa I came to La Antigua to think, to write, to remember, to register some of the events that have been weaving as a tapestry in which the structure has been the community of Perquin and each string of colorful thread has been art itself serving as a beautiful and tender liaison that connects me to Morazán.

How to start?

I am drinking a delicious coffee in a place where bread is being baked. I am writing while I am surrounded by comfortable smells. An ochre colored wall, with imprinted time of strong suns and torrential rains, looks at me from across the street making me think of the subtle passages of life that mold the way we remember.

What is what I remember from before arriving to Perquin?

I remember imagining that I would collaborate with the community, that art was going to be re- introduced in Perquin in the form of murals, workshops, children, people enjoying. What has happened since March is a response to all the expectations I had, logarithmically increased by fervor and acceptance of art as a main protagonist in town.

I brought with me to Guatemala a biography of Che Guevara. The author, Paco Ignacio Taibo, narrates that when he was researching Guevara’s life he was obsessed by Che. Now, that the book is written, Che’s ghost still appears to scold him “ for not piling up bricks in the building of a school under construction”.

I read this and it moves me. I do not even know why?

There is a period in the recent history of Latin America before infamous globalization was imposed upon defenseless economies, before successful or questionable revolutions took place, before bloody and opaque contra-revolutions darkened our freedom, where the simple candor and desire to help others and the exercising of solidarity was tangible. In this almost forgotten period, the thought of giving of oneself the best was part of a communal project and not a random accident of eccentricity. Today, infused by cynicism, it makes us slightly embarrassed to enunciate such a concept. However, for a whole époque of our continent this sentiment was real, those feelings where shared by a great majority. To those who have transited the “aftermath” of such a conviction, we have adhere ourselves to the concept as grandchildren of a legendary grandfather.

In the concrete case of Che Guevara, his proposal to institutionalize the “voluntary work” for the Cuban revolution started, exactly, with the creation of a school that was going to be christened after a Comandante recently killed: Camilo Cienfuegos. Above all, he was a dearest friend of Che’s. So, Comandante Guevara did, actually, pile up bricks in the construction of a school and he believed that it was a valuable, needed and possible kind of work.

Transiting life, I have remembered a phrase attributed to Che that has inspired me at times I most needed it:

“Let’s not allow the Revolution to kill our tenderness”

I would add, from the stage of life I am at today, that to maintain tenderness IS a revolutionary act. It is an act of palpable heroism because everything in life appears to mark us in a way to leave us inconsolably alone, irremediably skeptic and profoundly sad.

It is heroic to remain tender and I declare with candor that one person alone can never achieve this kind of heroism. This, which has happened here in Perquin is so real because, exactly, it is not the result of only one person’s determination (could be myself or anyone) focused in creating an art project. What has happened here is that a whole community, from all angles, personal, institutional, from a historic realm, everyone! has been able to and has wanted to receive art with total lack of complexity in such a way that, whatever is being said, fastly transferred into what it is being done.

That is the reason for which so much has been accomplished in such a short time. This is to say, from March until now. Art has been an unstoppable dance of action and celebration.

The challenge regarding sustainability of the school for next year is funding. In this 2005, the salaries and absolutely everything regarding infrastructure, art materials, implementation and operation of the school has come from the money produced from an auction of my own artwork sold on May 15, 2004 at Intersection for the Arts. Many dear friends and even people who I did not know bought Bernardi art, in order to help build this dream turned into an actual project. Later on and still in 2004, two Bay Area agencies, the Potrero Nuevo Fund and the San Carlos Foundation contributed in the task and determination to “keep on adding bricks in the building of a school”

That is how the Art school was created. This is how it started and how it has been sustained through out 2005.

The school confronts financial challenges for 2006, but I have the conviction that everything, which has been created, will acquire its own life, its own inertia and I trust that possibilities to continue this project will appear.

I would like to share a “vignette” of a kind that manages to imprint our soul and that will hug us forever.

“D” is a FMLN ex combatant and one of the participants of our art workshops. She is, indeed, one of the most passionate participants who have discovered that she can create wonderful art. “D” has become a great painter, indeed. Her history, as that of many people here is immense and terrible. From what I could tell, I can say that her twin sister was “disappeared” in 1980 and that same year her older sister was killed by the Salvadoran army. After that, “D” came to the mountains and she fought the war for 12 years.

Among the physical consequences that the war left upon her it can be counted chronic migraine, deteriorated teeth to the point that nowadays they are all replaced by prosthesis and a weak immune system that makes her health fragile.
I would like to add that “D” is 47 years old.

Among the traces left in her soul, she has shared with me many times the effect of insomnia.

A while back, she told me without too many protocols,

“Look, yesterday was the first time in a looooooong time that I did not dream with the war. Instead, I dreamt with my next painting”

I trust that whoever is reading these lines will know how to measure the immensity of that confidence.

Another “vignette”: Padre Rogelio gives mass every Sunday at 8:00 am in the Church of Perquin. Since Sunday is the only day reserved to rest, to recover from the feroutious activity of the week, I have not attended so very frequently, the Sunday masses.

In one of the services I did participate, Rogelio spoke of the parable of the farmer who plants seed in hostile earth, acid land, and threatened terrain. While he narrated the parable, he was reflecting and giving examples of the life of the people of Morazán.

When he arrived to the sequence in which the farmer, finally, plants the seeds in fertile land, he mentioned that the day before he had been at an event organized by the Music School directed by Mia Vercruysser and the Grupo Morazán in the community of Segundo Montes. Rogelio spoke about how the music students and young musicians had recovered the concept of “ building together and giving fruits” through art. He spoke about how lucky we all are, here in Perquin, because we have our Art School where children, adults, the elderly, people of all backgrounds, of very different economic strata and political believes come together to “make art”.

He ended his sermon by reading a poem written by Paco Cutumay, musician, poet, huge figure through the history of the Salvadoran war, killed brutally, remembered lovingly.

In his poem, Paco Cutumay talks to Leoniditas, a “compa”/ co-fighter, a combatant that had just been killed. He tells him that he will never forget his laughter. He will never forget the last conversation they had in which Leoniditas told Paco that “he was fighting this war in order to secure that. sometime in a possible future, this city of Perquin will have an art school”.

For reasons mostly of chance, of unbeliable coordinates of time that I have no way to predict, to understand and, certainly, not to choreograph, here I am in Perquin living the dream of people who fought and died convinced that in this pained Morazán some day, an Art School would be erected.

I will also trust here that the immensity of this confidence will be appreciated.

We keep on piling up bricks in the school of our souls!

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October 6, 2005

In Perquin, we have been suffering the effects of hurricane Katrina, hurricane Rita and we are now, in the middle of hurricane Stan. The amount of water that has been falling is impossible to describe. Only poetically one could transfer the sentiment and I chose to describe it by saying that the body has forgotten how it feels to have sun upon it. Everything seems to be acquiring a greenish hue as if we were to be approaching a lake that is being formed in the edge of all paths. The landscape now resembles London in December or Amsterdam in January and not the tropical El Salvador where we, actually, are.

Beyond the incommodities of not having internet service, no electricity nor water, here in Perquin we are safe. The country has gone through terrible and devastating days in which communities had to be re located, leaving them in a state of great fragility, with no food, water or infrastructure. There have been deaths, mostly of elderly people and children. It has been a tragedy. In addition to that, the volcano in Santa Ana ignited and erupted adding to everyone’s confusion, to the imagination of some and to the confirmation of many (I adhere to this last category) that we are hurting the environment so badly by deforestation, the use of toxic chemicals and the negligence of the use of the land, that we are contemplating before us a precipitated climatic change.

As a woman told me: “We are using up our days”.

August and September have been months of beautiful and beloved visits: In August, Carlos Cartagena with his partner Katie and his son Carlitos Ernesto arrived. It was a big surprise! I saw him against the light, entering the Library of the Children’s Center and it took me a while to recognize him! Such was my disbelieve of finding him here in Perquin! Carlos shared with us a class of monotypes and talked to our workshops about what it is like to be a Salvadoran artist living in the US.

Also in August an ex student of mine, CCa alumni, Josué Rojas, while he was traveling through Nicaragua he called to tell me that he wanted to come and visit! So, Josué arrived! He participated in the painting of the Sports Mural and he shared with us his gifts by teaching several workshops on caricatures and how to create cartoons. Children and adults loved him and what he taught!

That same week my beloved friend Mary Houghteling came to visit me to this far land of Morazán! I was so moved and appreciative that she came all the way from Oregon and California to visit me for three days! In addition to this enormous gesture of love, Mary brought two suitcases filled with art supplies for the school and accepted no money for them. It was a huge contribution to our school!!!! And I have no words to express how much we all appreciate this gift, this gesture of generosity.

At the beginning of September, Tatiana Reinoza and Jeff Fohl came to visit us. Tatiana is a lovely Salvadoran young woman whom I met in California. She studied Art at Sacramento State University and although her studies had been in studio art, she has found a new vocation in the area of curatorial studies. I met her when she invited me to be part of a Latin American Women’s Forum that she organized while she was still a student.

When Tatiana confirmed her arrival to Perquin, I asked her, as I ask all our visitors that she would come ready to share something that she knows well. Tatiana came prepared with two lectures one about Salvadoran art and one about Latin American artists. She gave both presentations at the Mayor’s building to a large number of eager participants that came from Perquin and near by villages. On the last Saturday of her visit, and with an indescribable rain in the background, she delivered a third presentation to a group of young men and women at CEBES. They all absorbed the material with noticeable voracity. It was very important to have Tatiana’s contribution. Tatiana left for us her own reflections in the shape of a document that narrates her opinion and ideas of the people of Perquin and their passionate acceptance of art and art practice.

Jeff Fohl is part of the board of Intersection of the Arts. I was gladly surprised when he told me that he wanted to come and visit me in El Salvador. He is a great photographer and video artist and both activities he performed while he was here. Beyond the artistic work that he developed, I think that what it was really important for him was to be here. The impact was to be immersed in the community, to walk about, to listen, to look, to be, to allow himself to be transformed by the experience.

Jeff went back to the US and within days he communicate with a friend of his Michael Barger, whom I do not know personally but with whom I am building a dear friendship through emails, and both of them have undertaken a militancy in the task of getting funding for our Art School and Open Studio of Perquin for next year. From San Francisco, Jeff and Michael are moving all strings possible in order to get us funding for 2006.

The Potrero Nuevo Fund, and the dear solidarity of Bill Laven and Christine Pielenz have confirmed to us a grant for 2006 that will allow the Art School to take the first step into next year!

Incredibly, precipitated, this is the month #10 in this paradigmatic 2005. It is incredible to talk about ending projects instead of starting them.

*Mural at the School of Music Paco Cutumay in the community Segundo Montes.

*Mural in Torola

*Mural in San Julian, Sonsonate

*Mosaics in the municipal park of Perquin

*Last touches on the mural at the Library of the children’s center

*Last works in our painting and drawing workshops. Organizing of the last exhibition of the participant’s works

*Follow up and conclusion of the printmaking project of Memoria Histórica/ Historic Memory with youth from the Northern Region of *Support and strengthen of children’s workshops under the leadership of Rosa del Carmen Argueta, Rigo Rodriguez and Claudia Verenice Flores. It is a HUGE SUCCESS to have been able to create these three paid positions in our Art School. This has been possible thanks to the generous contribution of Doña Carmen Broz who gave us the funding to create and allocate funds into these three paid positions which will continue to exist through out next year.

I am transiting October, with a lot of work, a lot of love, anticipating the nostalgia I will feel at the time of departure from Perquin when I will return to Argentina and the US.

I am tenderly convinced that I will return next year as a predicament with multiple projects to be developed, with laughter and presages.

We will continue to pile up bricks in a school as Che wanted and we are tender, despite every thing.

Claudia Bernardi
Perquin, October 7, 2005

Report #3

Dear Everyone!

After many months of being “incomunicada” for lack of internet
service, at last! It appears as if I can connect with you again.

To make a long and boring story short: I had millions of internet
problems that concluded with the change of service hoping that
technology will allow me to remain in touch with dear friends all over the world who have been in great doubts of what on earth is happening with me here in Perquin?

Well… I am very, very well! Sunday morning in Perquin and this is one of the first Sundays in a long, long time that I am able to stay home and write, and reflect. I try to maintain Sunday as a NO WORKING DAY but not always I manage to respect that. As the saying goes: “Watch what you are hoping for”

All that I had imagined or expected before coming about Perquin in
this year of 2005 was insufficient in regards of what it really has
been happening. It has been a sort of macro production of art with the total support and participation of the whole community, children, youth and adults, campesinos, people who work in local NGOs, people who work for the Mayor’s Office, people who come from far away communities. Some of the participants of our classes walk over 9 kms in order to attend our classes and workshops. This to say, the effect of art in this community continues to be HUGE! It continues to be much
larger and far more pivotal that I had ever expected and far more
welcome that I could have ever predicted.

The arrival of 10 students from the California College of the Arts who stayed here from June 12 to July 2 was significant. The young
students/ artists interacted with the community beautifully. They
organized and carried out projects using their skills and expertise in many different techniques including painting, environmental sculpture, puppets, printmaking, photography, life drawing and mural painting.

Their visit was a confirmation that the structure that the School of
Art and Open Studio of Perquin proposes is a great success! The
school proposes the following : to invite artists who may come to
Perquin to share their expertise, their talents and visions to create
collaboratively. This is to say: the artists that come to Perquin will
act as “Artists in Residence”. This means that the artists are
expected to be flexible and attentive to the community’s needs and
desires. The invited “Artist in Residence” will strategize and
accommodate her/his knowledge and skills in accordance to the proposal that the community may have. In that way, the workshops and art experiences created from this structure will involve the life, history and demands of Perquin.

As a side note, I should add that when the date arrived of July 2 and the students were supposed to depart back to the US, they did not! They decided unanimously to change their tickets, to pay the extra fees and to come back to Perquin! All at their own expenses, because the Summer Abroad course that CCA had sponsored ended on July 2. If this is not an endorsement that this structure of sharing art works, I wonder what would be! The short version of this CCA group is that they all stayed much longer than expected beacus ethey have been deeply moved by the experience. All the students have been deeply touched by how their art has been welcome and celebrated, how much
their efforts have meant to the community. Even now, August 7, 2005, there are still two students who seem to have no intentions to depart! Quite incredible and such an inspirational story, I think.

We had already seen the enormous impact of the visit of our dear
artist friend from Argentina, Ines Talón who during the month of May created and conducted workshops in weaving and textiles to an eager and incredibly motivated group of 24 women. As a result of Ines’s effect, I can say that, for instance, Rosa del Carmen, who was a participant of the workshops, is now teaching what she learned to a group of 30 women in her community of Arambala. So, the seed that was planted by one artist is rapidly disseminated and expanded into many more projects. For the celebrations of the Winter Festival, the women from CEBES with whom Ines worked created textiles, pillows, bags, shawls, etc. All these beauties will be sold as crafts original from Perquin.

Added to that, we have conducted and created a printmaking project in which 5 women: Vilma, Angelita, Eufemia, Emérita and Lola created linoleum cuts based on the textiles that they had created in the textile workshops. The prints will be sold as art and not as crafts. This was decided by the women themselves! In this brief example it is condensed a lot of what happens with art in Perquin. Each project generates many others in ways that no one can anticipate. People are determined, able and ready to welcome art. That is the very reason for which each and all art project ends up being multifaceted.

And it is like that with all projects! The environmental project, the
photography project, the painting project, the mural project, the
video project! Penelope Price was here showing her presenting her film and the experience was monumental. I am still trying to process all that happened, all that took place that evening. We all emerged transformed.

Besides presenting the film, Penelope conducted a “video workshop”. Wonderful pieces came out of that workshop! And, as it always happens, one wonders: how can it be possible for people who never had done any art previous to the workshops going from never to have done art to create fabulous pieces of art! And in this particular workshop there was the extra challenge of the technical equipment. Needless to say, none of the participants of the workshop had ever even seen a video camera! I have been teaching art in different universities for the last two decades and I have never witnessed people learning so fast as the people of Perquin. Not only do they learn! They incorporate what they learn and they transform the knowledge, they innovate, they
do new things with the material they had just received. It is
incredibly and deeply inspiring!

The film that Penelope brought was the one she created in relationship to my artwork and about El Mozote. Some of you have seen this film already: ” Artists of Resistance” ( please visit
www.artistsofresistance.org).
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This time the movie was presented in Spanish and it was presented at the house of CEBES, a large room of the communal house of the Activist Church of the North of Morazan. The place was absolutely full. There were so many people that some had to be turned away for lack of space. People were standing at the very edges of the room, people sharing
chairs, people on the floor. Everyone followed the movie with
undivided attention. Even small children were immersed in the
narration of the film. When the movie was over and the time of
reflections and questions took place, people would stand up and talk about their dead relatives, families and friends. People talked about their memories regarding El Mozote. There were several people in the audience, ex-combatants who shared with us that they had been assigned to burry the victims of El Mozote. They had entered the massacre place only days after the killing and they had been assigned by the FMLN to burry the dead. They had not talked about this for many years. People cried. People thanked us. People told us that they appreciated that “people from outside”, “internacionales” would want to remember all this tragedy, all this sadness, while it appears that Salvadorans want
to forget. Certainly, Salvadoran authorities and governments want to forget.

Rufina Amaya Marquez, the only survivor of the massacre at El Mozote was in the audience. She did not stop crying through the film, leaving Penelope and I deeply mortified because we did not want to inflict pain on Rufina. At the end of the screening, Rufina talked. She thanked us for being the carriers of the history of El Mozote through art. She said that the movie was heartbreaking, but in part was so, because it was so very beautiful and one could not be close to the beauty of the movie. That made it stronger. It had more “effect”. She said that it was not like other documentaries that she had seen about El Mozote
where the facts were given with a sense of human distance. This film made everyone participant of the tragedy.
Mia Vercousser, music director of the Grupo Morazán, crying, told us that she though it immense to be able to talk about so much cruelty with such tenderness.

Heart, sentiment, spirit…can not absorb so much. I am still trying to process what happened then and there. I told Penelope that we will be very old ladies and we would still remember this event as a paradigm. I continue to be marveled and thankful to art for allowing human experiences of this sort to be transited through the gentleness and beauty that art can generate. And, in this context of Morazán, where the memories of massacres are so recent, where the losses are so enormous and where inconceivable violence is part of the lives of everyone, to have been able to present the film, and to have been
received it so well, so dearly, constitutes without any doubt one of
the most important moments of my life as an artist.

That is why there are no Sundays nor holydays! Art continues to be a vortex where creativity meets the life of the people of Perquin, the joy of creating together, the commitment o the participants, because it is a fact that everyone comes to our class with the implicit commitment to teach others what they learn here! Paulo Freire would have been very happy ! In addition to all this, we have the beauty of the landscape, the demands of the people do “do the art/ hacer el arte” as they say and our happiness to be able to share that which we know, that which we can and to witness everyone’s happiness while we share art with a community that embraces art and creativity as a major
aspect of their life and interests.

It is the beginning of August and I can tell you that I have worked a lot!!!!! A lot more than when I am in Argentina or in the US. I arrive home with only one neuron left, with batteries only enough as to eat something light and to crush on the bed. I apologize to everyone for not having written more frequently to all of you. Together with the internet technical problems that I have been having in addition to the fact of always being so tired made communication less effervescent than normally is between all of you and myself.

I am tired but happy. I am tired but thankful to life and
circumstances that all this is happening in this isolated part of the
world, in the mountains of Morazán.

To everyone, I send love, hugs, kisses, good memories!

Do write to me and tell me what you all are doing, how everyone is?

I hug you dearly!

Claudia

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